It's why I just said I yearn for a life that is not dictated by success or failure. I am modest enough to accept my ambitions are naive when it comes to what I want to achieve. That doesn't mean I'm compelled to give up on my dreams entirely even if I cannot convince "most people of both genders" I can make them come true.
By the way, I have watched bits of the Orson Welles version of the film "The Trial" during my first year on a BA film course at university, and I must admit I found it quite dull. It's why I do not regret leaving uni after the first year since what I found inspiring was easily browbeaten by what I found not so inspiring. If I live in a society that frowns upon the idea that involves producing films with scenes that include men killing women, then I only aim to please myself if I can.
I'm also pleased with Quentin Tarantino's recent films being somewhat more gratifying than the Kill Bill duo in that regard.