by laureat » Wed Jun 17, 2015 4:39 pm
Confidence comes with awareness
When you become aware that expectations we have from ouselves most of the times is nonsense, so than you free oneself from the bs responsibilities, and so this gives more freedom to stand focused on the process instead on the BS
When you become aware that you are doing good
For example a student should not expect from oneself to be as good as the professor he should understand he is doing good, he is studing, and somewhere on the future he will be as good as professor, but not now,
Professors has spent so many years on review with the same information, and they have memorized it so good , i cannot compete with all that with one month study
So you become aware, you are doing good,
And you are not even unsure about it
Even if someone tells you are doing bad
It doesnt even create 10% confusion
Because you know exactly you are doing what you are supposed to do, you are doing good
So nobody can make you confused, unsure, or doubt oneself
And shyness disappear
Because shyness is an expression of being uncomfortable
You are comfortable you know there is not something wrong
Even if there is something wrong life is the way it is
So shyness disappears because you are aware
Shyness disappear because you dont feel guilty no more
You dont have any bs expectation
You dont become extreme excited
You simply enjoy, and little smile is good enough
No need for extreme respecting others
Simple simile for few seconds is good enough
And as you keep doing your job, confidence will strengthen
It is same like in football ( soccer )
Talents 18 years old are unsure about themselves
But those with 30 years old , they already understand they are doing good and are more conformtable
And those 35 years old can also teach the youngsters
And those 40 years old become a coach
And those 50 years old become real charisma, inspiration for others
An 18 years youngster should never even think about competing with 50 year legend
Because that is a disrespectful expectation
He may be really talented but cannot compete with that
And if you are aware how this process goes there is no need to become shy
You dont feel guilty if you are on the level of youngsters for example
So you become confident, and you respect the process