I'm new here and my first post.
First, I was abused since very early childhood. Emotionally, Physically and Sexual.
Ever since I was young I enjoyed exposing myself to others and wearing women's undergarments (bra, nylons, garter belt, panties, etc.)
As I got older I accepted this life style. To cope with my issues I stated working as a nude model for art schools and classes.
Being totally exposed to a large group of students excited me to the point I maintained an total erection throughout the total class time.
In addition, I worked at a number of novelty messenger services as a totally nude erotic entertainer.. At times I would perform cross dress, (bra, nylons, garter belt, panties, etc.). At times theses performances included me performing oral sex upon myself till I ejaculated upon myself.
While performing there were always cameras and video recorders photographing me and recording me. This only excited and aroused me even more.
It home I do pose and record myself. At times I get so excited and aroused that I will engage in anal penetration with my dildo and lick and swallow my semen after I ejaculated. I freely post these pics and videos throughout the internet for others to view and enjoy me.
I have always love to expose the sexual female side of myself to all others.
I enjoy cross dressing in public for self sexual gratification.
I guess one would say I'm somewhat uninhibited.
Do any of you thing I'm having issues or is this normal behavior ??
Please don't judge me.
Hope to hear back from someone and maybe make a few friends here.
dave