I'm posting this Topic to open a Dialogue on the Possibility of Sexual Abuse in my Childhood...
I want to run a few personal experiences across the Forum and see what People think.
I will be seeing a Psychologist soon to work through an Eating addiction (Obesity) but I thought I'd post this here to see what the General Consensus is.
I have a member of the Family that we (My Family) know have Sexually Abused other Members of my Family; but I have no idea if I fell victim to the same treatment in my Childhood... The first Victim was about 5-8, the Second Victim was about 4-5 and I would've been about 4 (We are all Males by the way).
from about 5 yrs old to around 8-9 I wet the Bed constantly, Peed my pants at School and was very Socially Immature and Distant; My Mother says from about 5 yrs old onward, I refused to have anyone in the room whenever I got dressed (Including her). Now that I am 31, I am not Married, still Single (No Kids), and Relationships and Sexual experiences have been few and far between. I'm Straight as well.
This is where my problem lies... when I was 5, I accidentally fell off of a Water storage, 10 Feet to the Ground and cracked my Skull, I spent a few days in Hospital, never went into a Coma; but my Mother does Describe a change in my Personality (Which, I understand, could mean anything, especially at that age).
Does this description show indicators of Childhood Sexual Abuse???
I don't need to know definitively, but would like to know the possibility.