Child sexual experimentation

by **Anonymous02** » Wed Apr 22, 2020 12:48 pm

Im an 18 year old female with OCD, I’m really unsure if it’s the OCD or if I need to worry, I feel what I did as a child was so so wrong and it doesn’t sit right with me, when I was 7/8 years old I went to a family friends house for summer, there was little children, one in which was wearing a nappy so had to be no more than 2 years old, when we all went to sleep and when the 2 year old had gone to sleep I seemed to of have climbed on top of the child trying to get his privates out to rub my parts on, I remember not wanting to exactly have sex but just to rub parts, I was fully clothed and the boy had a nappy on, it’s been causing me extreme anxiety and it seems so so wrong for me to do that, it’s the fact the child was asleep and what I done bothers me. I’m unsure if I was able to do anything I think I just gave up after trying to get his privates out, it feels so wrong and it doesn’t seem normal to me, I feel like a pervert and a predator, can anyone here help?

by **Anonymous02** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 12:41 am

Please someone tell me if this is wrong or not? I’m so anxious and it’s causing me significant amount of distress, I feel disgusting and horrible.

**Posts:** 12131 · by **Richard@DecisionSkills** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 3:32 am

Go fetish troll somewhere else. Go to a fetish forum.

You posted the same thing two years ago, but that time it was year 5-year-old cousin and 2/3-year-old sister.

by **Anonymous02** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 9:10 am

I’m not trying to troll, I’m genuinely worried and it’s causing me a lot of distress, I feel this time it was much worse. I swear I’m not trying to troll.

**Posts:** 12131 · by **Richard@DecisionSkills** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 9:26 am

Anonymous02 wrote: I feel this time it was much worse.

Which time? The only time ever that you ever ever ever did anything to a 5-year old cousin, right? Or was it a 2-3 year old sister? This time it’s a 2 year old boy.

Get your stories straight.

Legitimately you might not realize you are making up memories that never happened, but I don’t see it.

by **Anonymous02** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 9:41 am

I swear I’m not making it up, these did happen but I’m more worried about the time I was 7/8 with the young boy, I feel that was much more worse, they all happened and it’s causing me a lot of distress.

**Posts:** 9885 · by **Candid** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 10:17 am

Anonymous02 wrote:I feel like a pervert and a predator, can anyone here help?

You are a pervert and a predator, fiddling with all those children and goodness knows how many more by now. You're a menace to civilised society and have ruined lots of young lives.

PM your street address and I'll arrange for someone to escort you to the nearest police station.

by **Anonymous02** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 10:21 am

Wait are you serious? This is causing me so much distress, I haven’t done any of this since, I feel so sick to my stomach.

**Posts:** 9885 · by **Candid** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 10:31 am

I don't care how distressed you are. You need to be made to pay for your disgusting habits.

by **Anonymous02** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 10:33 am

These are the only three times, you had mentioned the other two times where ok, this other time seems so so wrong and I feel so evil, I haven’t done anything if the sort past 13 years old, even being 7/8 does this still make it bad? I feel so evil

**Posts:** 9885 · by **Candid** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 10:39 am

Yes, you are. You are the very definition of evil. You should be hanged by the neck until you are dead.

by **Anonymous02** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 10:41 am

But I was young and I didn’t realise what I was doing was wrong, I feel so much guilt and remorse, I swear I’m not trying to be a bad person, I never have done.

by **Anonymous02** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 11:02 am

I feel disgusted with myself, I feel guilty and remorseful, I was young and didn’t realise what I was doing was wrong, I haven’t done anything of the sort past 13 years old.

**Posts:** 9885 · by **Candid** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 11:48 am

Anonymous02 wrote:But I was young and I didn’t realise what I was doing was wrong,

Yes you did. Of course you did.

I feel so much guilt and remorse,

So you should. Turn yourself in.

I feel disgusted with myself,

I feel disgusted with you too.

I feel guilty and remorseful,

Turn yourself in.

I was young and didn’t realise what I was doing was wrong,

Turn yourself in, and let a court appearance decide that.

by **Anonymous02** » Thu Apr 23, 2020 2:28 pm

Can I just ask why you think I knew what I was doing? I was 7/8 years old, my previous posts I was about 11 or 12 years old and you said that was ok so can I ask why this one is different? I just want to hear it from somebody else.

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