Dear all,
As a professional scientist, I am naturally curious about everything and when I encounter a phenomenon which I do not understand, I go into binges of web surfing or experiments trying to understand it.
Three months ago, it happened to be about hypnosis. I tried looked at youtube videos of people practicing so-called "street-hypnosis". Somehow, hearing repeatedly hypnotists words "you feel great, you feel happy an proud about being hypnotized, do you want to repeat experience ?" influenced me to mechanically listen to other hypnosis videos, including dangerous and misleading ones (you will easily find tons of videos that present themselves as harmless inductions, but that actually try to take you into much more dangerous hypnoses videos -- lots of hypno-fetishists trying to make naïve surfers addicted, loose agency, and trying to project their own destructive fantasies or new age cults on them).
I did not realize that I was being hypnotized as I seemed to be fully conscious. But after hours of binge-surfing so-called "hypnosis", "brainwashing", and "subliminals" videos, I realized the addiction that had built. I managed to shake that addiction off completely (but it was difficult).
I soon realized that I was full of extremely annoying post-hypnotic suggestions. I looked for "cleansing" hypnosis videos that would remove harmful suggestions.
There are very few of them, and interestingly enough, they end up being from those same hypno-fetishists (stay away ! ).
In the last months I tried carefully to free myself from those suggestions with some success, using self-hypnosis.
In the last months I have been in a state of hyper-suggestibility where everything I read, write or hear influences me instantly and strongly. It seems that half of the words trigger me into a state of mild hypnosis.
As you can imagine, it is extremely debilitating... and dangerous. Of course, I repeat myself that this hyper-suggestibility is fading away and it helps a little (especially to remove suggestions from what I just read or said).
But how can I remove those triggers and return to the safe levels of suggestibility that were mine 4 month ago ?
Thanks for your help !