Hi guys,
I need some help on how to reverse this process. because its really messing with me, i tried to keep it short for eazy reading apologies for it still being a bit long.
I went to a hypnotherapist and did a timeline process under hypnosis. I needed to select a feeling, However the feeling i used wasnt a good one. at the end of this post Below i explain the exact process i did.
i told the hypnotherapist i didnt want to use past memories out of childhood etc - cuz its all kind of dodgy back there - i only wanted to use with new states or maybe from much later periods in my life - but i allowed myself to get talked into it.
What am i experiencing?
For the past one and a half week i feel like im being filled with this state starting at the back of my leg and t then begins to fill up my entire body taking it over. its feels like that timeline its continously inserting energy/state into me i feel it flowing into me
it feels very unpleasant and its very intrusive and i cant do anything to stop it -
i started feeling sick when it started doing it again. and feeling really bad
and ive been getting abnormally cold energy in my spine and footsoles getting really abnormal cold sensations
in the beginning it was he entire day i felt it pumping energy into me
now its starting to diminish howver
my body responds really bad to it and im afraid ive imprinted some kind of sickness or malfuncitoning
Also i feel like i have a direct stream of the past rightinto me - periods of my past i havent tought about in over 10 years have come rushing back, including feelings and experiencesi dont want. i think these may be asociated with the state or the period
i went back to the hypnotherapist who first argued that it wasnt possible
he did ideomotor signals witch didnt work
and under hypnosis told me to start at the end of the timeline and floatbackwards over it allowing my uncosncious to change what needed to change. This didnt work either
At home a couple hours later it already started pumping energy into me again ( it does it with intervalls now)
Now im thinking - dthe process i did of moving backwards s over the timeline like i did, doesnt it only work if you elicit the sametime line as lasttime - that has that colour on it and asociated with the state i dont want? and then move back over that? because that didnt happen it felt like a new timeline and the feeling didnt come up so from a collapsing anchors standpoint it definatly didnt do that. and she didnt give any suggestions of seeing that colour and that state and undoing it. just said let the unconscious shine light on it and change what it needs to change.
Now the original timeline process i did - was a very intense experience i went all out - i really lighted up it took a really long time and i created very powerfull states and experience doing it
the floating backwards on the timeline was a really dull experience that seem to take like 5 minutes
im gonna see another hypnotherapist to help me but id like to know what are the best ways to deal with it?- so i can select for that since the quality really varies ive discovered and i can bring up what id like to do and see what he thinks of that
My questions
- How can i best reverse this what can i do?
-Are there things i can do myself to further the process?
Some toughts i had
I was thinking maybe creating a couple of very powerfull positve states and then go back to moment of birth re-imprint the timeline with all those states - with suggestions of neutralising it so that those states get pumnped into me - and thattimeline gets cleaned up so to speak
MAybe collapsing anchors?
-can this leave permanent damage?
- i really feel very bad
I dont really know what to do
thanks in advance for responding below is the process i did.
-i needed to select a memory where im as young as possible neutral or positive and a recent memory of the last 48 hours
-i needed to asociate in the young memory amplify the feeling
-i was then asked for my unconscious to be transported to the beginning of my life in the womb / beginnnig of my timeline
taking with me that feeling,
-thetime line had tiles on it that represented all of my life experiences
there was explained as i stepped on the timeline - the tiles will began to light up enfusing itself with that feeling and lighting up turning into the coulour asociated with that feeling
id start running over it faster and faster and as i stepped on eachtile fireworks would go off and the tiles would light up and enfuse with the feelign and the colour asociated with it
untill i got into the present,
- i would then move past that moment and return to beginning of my timeline and repeat the process - only now i could step into a huge locomotive train or truck and drive over it cleaning up any and all junk etc making it more intenser and intenser
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