Molino wrote:This is an insight I've had about my own life experience. It's be grateful for any response
The insight sounds like a complicated way of saying:
@puberty you noticed that you are not making the progress you want or think you should make.
This most likely was in comparison to other kids the same age. They progressed or achieved in comparison to you.
Eventually you lost motivation.
The others...your peer group continued on...while you remained unmotivated and became more isolated.