Hello,
yesterday when talking with my friend and watching sports on TV, I saw how they make sports tournaments with various countries like Russia who are not nice to other countries. They can get along well in sports. I thought if they can get along well in sporst, why then not in all areas? why need wars?
And my friends friend exited the room. My friend said I talk meaningless things and he got annoyed and so walks away.
For me it is not meaningless. I want world to be nice place. And I want to have interesting discussion. And I feel guilty as if I did bad something to a guy by just wanting to have interesting discussion. Feels like he is a**hole. He is only smart by saying nothing and if I try to start interesting topic - my topic is "meaningless" and annoying.
But I need to understand more. Maybe I am wrong and I annoy many people by talking "meanningless stuff" and so have diffficult time talking to them and having fear of telling something wrong.