Hey everyone,
A couple of more months have rolled by.
Hard to believe 28 months later I'm still in this thing. Generally speaking, everything is mild and I can handle alot more stress. In fact, I'm living my life exactly as if I didn't have this anxiety disorder. So basically my life is normal despite the mild discomfort I still have. I go to work, socialize, exercise, all the normal things. I sleep 8 hours. Drink water.
Some days like today, I'm ok with my condition, others I'm not and get frustrated. I sure hope things clear up this year. I'm most proud of myself though for living a good life despite whats happened to me.
Some notable highlights:
Still have my fuzzy head pressure thing, seems to be the most sticky thing
Got my booster, no symptoms
Socialized with my girlfriends family for 3 days, I didn't take any breaks to meditate and recharge, and I was fine.
Drank some minimal booze, no symptoms
Had a decaf coffee, had some symptoms, gonna hold off another 6 months
I can now exercise without flare ups
Sex is easier. I could have sex last year, though I'd get really bad twitching, now it's pretty normal.
I have a lot more focus, energy, and stamina.
Head tingles have almost completely stopped.
Weird electrical feeling in my nervous system is gone.
I'm really proud that in the last two months I paid off my debt (23k, took almost 3 years), and rejoined a hip hop class and danced on stage. Thats a pretty major improvement after the hell of year #1.
So there it is. I'll just keep giving time time. Good luck everyone. It does get better for everyone.