I am a 19 year now, but mostly I always feel unsafe when I travel at night and in dark places. I am scared of tall men. I start stammering while talking to them. I have no confidence most of time.
When I was 13 years old, I got an infection near my genitals & thighs. I was rubbing my genitals for many days. My sisters complained to my mom. Mom thought that I have grown up and was masturbating.
My mom took me to a quack. He asked me to remove my clothes, . He checked me and found no disease. He told my mom that I was misbehaving as I did not have any problem. Mom got very angry.
He suggested a punishment. He told my sisters to count 1 2 3 up-to 10, as he is going to pull my penis 10 times as a punishment. Hearing this, all started laughing,Then he suddenly grabbed my tiny penis and started pulling it. He was pulling and Yanking my tiny penis very hard, it was too much painful and embarrassing for me, i asked mom to stop him but she did not intervene until he yanked it 10 times.
When I returned home, my sisters told this to everyone, most of my family persons found this a effective and funny punishment for me and later my mom or aunt started calling that guy ( quack) to home to punish me like this, he was a rude surly guy and he would come to house get me nude and used to yank and pull on my penis badly in front my whole family and i had no choice and i was helpless in front him, he did this to me 6-7 times as a punishment in next 2 years. and because of my mom's, aunt's and other family member's support he became very Fearless and Brutal with me
so slowly slowly i became very much sacred of him and I lost all my confidence when it was happened I was very young, just 12-13 years old and I could not do anything against them.he still live in the same town but still i am scared of him What can I do now against them all?