by newdayrising » Thu Jul 09, 2015 5:24 am
Hey biggiesize! Thanks for posting! very nice to hear a long timer
whose story inspired me to start posting on this forum.
so awesome to hear you ve continued to move forward and things are going well
im on day 26, and the wd is'nt too bad yet, I don't sleep well
But I have no desire to smoke, and actually feel like this quit is the one ive been waiting for haha
love every day smoke free, as everyday, even if I feel tired, eyes burning
it is do able, and the clarity and increased focus helps to smooth out my daily
routine.intake l-theanine before work with coffee
and thats helping alot
i take sleepytime tea before bed, and that helps me to get a 5/6 hrs of decent sleep a night
no desire to drink alcohol which was something i tried on previous quits
this quit don't want even a little wine for a while to come
because I feel like my body and mind needs the break from gettting buzzed
plus, I love waking up feeling free of the previous days buzz hangover
feel so much younger, and lighter
my mood swings are way less intense than when I smoked
for me smoking weed had me either blissfully wasted, hiding out
or out in the world straight and raging, losingnmy temper
being short tempered, little patience
all from the upsand downs of sometimes stoned
sometimes not, so that when I wasnt stoned
I needed to know exactly when I could be stoned
I would obsess over the time, when it got nearer
and actually feel stressed if something had to be done(errands, etc) before I could
get to my smoke, a sad , unfulfilling life to be sure
when something as mild as weed completely controls you
to the point I behaved as if I were hooked on cocaine
and there was no hope I could stop.it was this forum
and quitters stories such as yours
that gave me the courage to try to beat this addiction
Thanks , and take care