Hello guys. I’m Sherwood1999. I’m 19 years old. I started smoking at 15 and got into serious dabbing from about 16-19. From the moment I woke up to the moment I went to bed I dabbed. Either on a pen or with a rig. Even through the work day I dabbed.
Month 1 for me was insane depression. I have never ever experienced mental disorders until I quit smoking. Towards the end of my first month I finally started to have some good days. I started to feel like my old self again. But then about 1 week ago I started having derealisation/depersonalisation. Anxiety goes hand in hand with this and so does depression. I just want to know it’s gonna get better. I really need support in my life. This dpdr sucks and it’s my least favourite symptom. I want to believe so badly that I’m gonna go back to my old self.
I also suffer from insomnia/nightmares/ and a weird burning in the back of my hands.
Any support in these dark days will be greatly appreciated. I’m gonna try to keep an online journal of my journey through PAWS with a month by month update. Next update will be at month 3. Thank you.