I Have Acquired Savant Syndrome PLEASE HELP

kevinmorais wrote:I Developed Brain Damage and out of nowhere I could...Write,

What do you mean you could write?

What is your first or primary language?

Here is a free to read children's book I wrote over night after the condition hit DARN I can't send any links I was going to show you one of the 5 or 6 books I've written...but low level functioning in life is difficult now, I have High Level Math but I Can't count Change if that makes any sense.

As well I Easily Spot Primes I need them to count with...I cannot explain it. The Art Work is Amazing as well, but I cant Post any Links with my works

I Know Writing is not one of the Conditions with Aquired Savant Syndrome but Yet, I've written several books, which is more than what most people read today. Can You Help? PM me and I will see if I can send you the Links, the Art is Astounding, the Math is is even more Astounding, a Math Professor offered to Buy my Prime Sequence Series Table.

Richard@DecisionSkills wrote:

kevinmorais wrote:I Developed Brain Damage and out of nowhere I could...Write,

What do you mean you could write?

What is your first or primary language?

Sorry to post this twice, Brain Damage...Here is a free to read children's book I wrote over night after the condition hit DARN I can't send any links I was going to show you one of the 5 or 6 books I've written...but low level functioning in life is difficult now, I have High Level Math but I Can't count Change if that makes any sense.

As well I Easily Spot Primes I need them to count with...I cannot explain it. The Art Work is Amazing as well, but I cant Post any Links with my works

I Know Writing is not one of the Conditions with Aquired Savant Syndrome but Yet, I've written several books, which is more than what most people read today. Can You Help? PM me and I will see if I can send you the Links, the Art is Astounding, the Math is is even more Astounding, a Math Professor offered to Buy my Prime Sequence Series Table.

Congratulations on writing several books. That is an accomplishment.

The level at which you write (based on a number of established indexes) is around 7th to 8th grade. Most people in high school will have stronger writing skills than what you have posted thus far.

This is why I asked if English is your native language.

How did you suffer brain damage?

You are correct I write to a 7th to 8th grade audience.

I developed the Brain Damage after "Many Years" of neglect and abuse suffering with Extreme PTSD, but always being misdiagnosed as something else...when in fact it was PTSD

Who and when were you informed that you acquired savant syndrome? Is it a self diagnosis?

Richard@DecisionSkills wrote:Who and when were you informed that you acquired savant syndrome? Is it a self diagnosis?

No my Psychologist Suspects it is but in Canada I could only find one Psychologist who deals with it he's swamped and can't see me so there are no psychologist's in Canada I can find to give me an Official diagnosis, if I could afford it, but I below the Poverty Line, again my Psychologists Suspects it is because she's seen the work and was blown away by it, but she told me it might cost $3000 to get an official diagnosis and she doesn't know where to go.

kevinmorais wrote:...no psychologist's in Canada I can find to give me an Official diagnosis

I’m going to tell you something you might not wish to hear.

You have not exhibited any savant qualities in this forum. And you have not been diagnosed as such. People might tell you they are impressed just to be nice. People try to be supportive because they don’t want to appear negative. Or you might be misinterpreting their enthusiasm.

After all, you say you suffered brain damage. Rather than acquiring savant traits, it is much more likely that your performance in most areas equal the equivalent of your 7th grade writing ability.

You most likely write, sing, and draw art at the level of 7th grade. Maybe your math is slightly higher relative to other areas.

The bottom line, I don’t think you need help pursuing isolation among a community of savants. Instead, you probably need to focus on building your social skills to navigate and function in society using your strengths.

You need more social interaction not less. You need to accept your current level of performance and work to improve over time.

If you do stand out in one area over others then work to develop or cultivate that strength.

Richard@DecisionSkills wrote:

kevinmorais wrote:...no psychologist's in Canada I can find to give me an Official diagnosis

I’m going to tell you something you might not wish to hear.

You have not exhibited any savant qualities in this forum. And you have not been diagnosed as such. People might tell you they are impressed just to be nice. People try to be supportive because they don’t want to appear negative. Or you might be misinterpreting their enthusiasm.

After all, you say you suffered brain damage. Rather than acquiring savant traits, it is much more likely that your performance in most areas equal the equivalent of your 7th grade writing ability.

You most likely write, sing, and draw art at the level of 7th grade. Maybe your math is slightly higher relative to other areas.

The bottom line, I don’t think you need help pursuing isolation among a community of savants. Instead, you probably need to focus on building your social skills to navigate and function in society using your strengths.

You need more social interaction not less. You need to accept your current level of performance and work to improve over time.

If you do stand out in one area over others then work to develop or cultivate that strength.

Thanks for your time, you've done a lot of work, but untilll you see the Art and Math I can't convince otherwise, you must see the evidance. I Have Teachers Teaching My Math from the Public Groups on Facebook dealing with Primes also I had a University Professor Offer to Buy it from me, I wish I could send you the links until then all you got is a slopy writer without an editor lol...If I could just show you the Proof, but The Evidance is hidden, when you see the works you will understand, their out Standing. Here is a Piece I Wrote...

Chapter 1. In the Beginning

Once upon a time, there was time...
and for the first time in time, energy and matter existed, leaving invisible
trails of dark matter in their wake of existence. Where did the time go?
It went into the past.

The past was written into the dark matter.

Living Space was running out of itself as the dark matter grew and grew.
Without 'the time' nothing could exist, and all physical experience in the
early universe would end.

...

Baby black holes would devour countless stars. The energy they ate was
sometimes greater than their little cosmic bellies could embrace. From
the north and south poles of these black holes, were blazing currents of
light that would shine brighter than anything else in the early universe.
Dark energy gushed out of these powerful bright jet streams.
It was this dark energy, created from these black holes, that helped the
early universe to expand, pushing newborn swirling galaxy's away from
one another, as their titanic 'time' flooded the early universe and created,
experience...
...but there was no living awareness to experience these experience's.
"Experience of Experience is Existence"

...

The Great Spirit began to posses matter 'as life', on the baby planets,
in the budding puddles and oceans, as single celled plants and bacteria.
This simple form of life experienced only the 'Now'. There was no past,
no future, only the now existed in the experience. The Great Spirit was
only...Aware.
“Experience of Existence is Awareness”
...

Out of this microscopic food chain of simple Awareness, developed a new
form of life called animal. Living inside of the animal existed the same
ecosystem of awareness's as bacteria and antibodies, but in the animal
existed a higher sense of Awareness.
“Experience of Awareness's is Consciousness”
...

In some animals evolved a higher level of Consciousness. In these
animals it was believed felt happiness and love towards each other and
collectively felt themselves as one. Perhaps it was the bees who first felt
this Ultimate Love of one another. It was these animals who experienced
Oneness.
“Experience of Consciousness's is Oneness”
...

As animals had living experiences exist inside of themselves,
planets would have living experiences exist inside of themselves.
“Experience of Oneness's is Lucifer”
Planetary Experience

...

Lucifers would develop symptoms of disease when things were out of
balance. Animals that had conquered nature and developed great
knowledge, began to feed off of their host planet, and instead of behaving
like a good antibody inside of a living animal, they behaved like virus and
would feed off of the planet until there was nothing left. Lucifers would
try to stop these 'infections' from spreading inside of 'Themselves' by
using disease, fires, famines or floods.

Sadly some of the animals who only ever developed Consciousness were
able to break free of their host planet. It was these Self driven animals
that from the bigger picture, acted like a virus in the universe. They
would infected and enslaved all of the worlds they discovered. It was
these creatures who always brought hellfire, furry, grief and suffering.
These were the destroyer's of worlds, and therefore, the destroyers of the
Great Spirit's Experience's.

The infection of the “Self” had to be contained in the universe.
Happily there were other animals who had developed Oneness with Love.
These creatures spread life in the universe, and like a healthy antibody,
removed or healed the infection of Self's disastrous rule on their host
planet, or in the cosmos.

Over time more planets developed and orbited suns, while galaxies
formed and orbited black holes. Universe beyond universe, beyond space,
beyond time, beyond all that could ever have been imagined, was the
Greatest Experience of all...The Experience of all Experience's, The Great
Spirit.

The Great Spirit experienced Love and Fear, Pain and Pleasure, and
experienced our universe through our eyes, ears and other senses.
“Experience of all Experience is God Consciousness”
...

Sorry it's sloppy but its a copy and Paist from a PDF File...But Thank You Again

Here is another Piece I worte ... it's about the White and Black Swan Scientist and Science

Dark Energy

Lonely Existence,
a space varying abysses,
composed from a nugget,
forced from the gravity’s of black suns,
creates the illusion of a light quicker than light.

Candles Ray fixed in a space and a time,
gliding with edges of edgeless endless emptiness,
In a blazing vacuum going nowhere never encounter.

Seas rippling with infinite waves inside of countless oceans.
Raging dusts twist slowly to the ancient rhythms of a chaotic harmony
so hollow, that timeless silvery echoes chatter to themselves.
Linear Circles broken with a Cosmic Tangent.
The paradox invents it's reality.
Change is it's root.

Myths describing are science and art.
Myths explaining are scripture.

Monks in bleached robes harbour explanations while
Artists in ivory smocks depict with limited senses the
abstract divinity so simple, with feel, sound, sight, smell and
taste, subtracting the senses for a greater description of Myth,
a harmony discovered with DMT

Interesting writing.

Because of your brain injury do you live with family? Who provides for you?

Promoting 666 as the messiah and claiming ultimate truth via the jewelz set isn't going to get you a very warm reception.

I wish I could help you, but I don't think a forum is the right medium for you. Instead, you need face to face support and therapy. I hope you have at least some sort of support network.

kevinmorais wrote:Thanks for your time, you've done a lot of work, but untilll until you see the Aart and Mmath I can't convince you otherwise, you must see the evidance evidence. I Have Teachers Teaching My Math why all the capitals? from the Public Groups again on Facebook dealing with Primes and again also I had a University Professor Offer to Buy and again! it from me,. I wish I could send you the links u. Until then all you got is a slopy VERY sloppy! writer without an editor lol...If I could just show you the Proof don't cap, but The Evidance evidence, don't cap is hidden, when you see the works you will understand, their out Standing LOL, do you mean . They're outstanding?. Here is a Ppiece I Wwrote...

Truly, there's a wide gulf between writing for a 7th grade readership and writing like a failed 7th grader. Seventh-grade teachers expect a much better grasp of spelling, grammar and use of capitals than that.

Sorry it's sloppy but it's a copy and Paist paste...

No publisher would even consider sending that little lot to an editor. We are not impressed.

Richard@DecisionSkills wrote:Interesting writing.

Because of your brain injury do you live with family? Who provides for you?

Promoting 666 as the messiah and claiming ultimate truth via the jewelz set isn't going to get you a very warm reception.

I wish I could help you, but I don't think a forum is the right medium for you. Instead, you need face to face support and therapy. I hope you have at least some sort of support network.

Your Such a wonderful person thank you, Yes Family has to help me without them I would be homeless, as well I look asfter my exwife who had a Botched Brain Surgery so she has brain damage as well. I have the Meshia Complex as well as D.I.D. Disioative Identy Disorder ... two heads are better than one. How did you find the Jewelz Set if you mind me asking? And the Messiha 666 thing are you a dective...lol

my exwife who had a Botched Brain Surgery so she has brain damage as well

What an extraordinary coincidence!

Meshia Complex / meant to be Messiah Complex?
Disioative Identy Disorder / did you intend Dissociative Identity Disorder?