Hello all,
Trying to get control over my weed habit, which might well mean quitting.
About 6 years ago I gave up nicotine (after 18 years smoking heavily) and that was hard, and I found it very helpful to read quitter forums for that, so here I am.
My story is less intense than many others here -
My weed habit has minimal cost, I grow my own supply outdoors, quite easily, and I use a vape, so really it's not about my physical health or wealth - I'm not in any pain without it either.
My main reason for quitting is that I don't like the control that ganja has over my mind - its main effect these days is to make me want more, rather than being a good buzz in itself.
I don't know for sure if I'm done with it yet but it feels like it.
Somehow though I don't have the common decency to get paranoid and know for sure, like I did with LSD about 20 years ago.
Maybe I can stop for, say, a month, and then enjoy it sensibly again.
I doubt it TBH ....Otherwise I wouldn't be overusing it, QED .....but anyway.....
I don't tend to wake and bake but most days I use about a gram and this is bad for my memory.
And my temper, and my productivity.
So my current plan ......
..... Is to abstain until February and then see how I feel about it.
Been off it about 8 days today, through the party season, with a large harvest stash, so that's something. My sleep is good and I'm feeling heaps better in the mornings already.
I don't think I know anyone who does use it in moderation
Except a couple of guys who never buy/get their own, and another who only smokes it in Holland.
So it seems to me that it is very addictive and requires either total quit or draconian rules making it more trouble than it's worth.
So that's where I'm at.
I'll keep a quit journal here if I can
Maybe it'll help someone else like me.
I hear about people taking 'tolerance breaks' - maybe that's all I'm doing , I just don't know yet.