Something inside my mind disrupts me expressing myself, writing my thoughts I can't describe it exactly it's something like an annoying wave at my mind fear of writing bad things about my fortune something like that
The annoyance when this thing is active, I mean those disturbing waves is quite severe. It happened just now I was writing something but decided not to..
I don't believe there's anything you need to hide. If you show more of yourself, people will respond positively to you and that will boost your confidence.