by jim sinkinson » Mon Jul 04, 2005 4:52 pm
hello hectagon
i know it's a while since you posted but here's my view -
I'm intrigued as to why you're asking the question – maybe it's more serious for you than you care to admit at the moment
there are some good aspects to anger – it can energise us, empower us, it is a natural feeling that can inspire us to "stand up for ourselves" or "do something" when someone treats us (or someone else) badly or unfairly.
"sad" is also a valid feeling but it is usually quite passive and that makes you sound passive
in my view the issue is not about whether we get angry (I believe we all do, just sometimes we find it difficult to recognise or acknowledge) it's about what we do with our anger. my guess with you is that your parents either got so angry with each other and / or you that it was so frightening that you can't bear to contemplate it or that they taught you to behave like a good boy
if you were a good boy what did they do that caused you to be such a good boy
I have some questions for you:
how did your family do anger?
what was their attitude towards it?
how did they encourage you to behave well? and what did you think might happen if you didn't behave appropriately (compliantly?)
if you don't do anger who does it for you (e.g. your partner)?
is the prospect of getting angry scary for you?
are you ever sarcastic / do you ever slam doors / ask innocent questions like "are you putting on weight?"
do you fear confrontation?
do you think some people see you as a wimp or a pushover?
I believe we all have anger that we all feel it but some of us suppress it completely, some blow once in a while (I had a client who used to go "ballistic" every couple of years), some get overtly angry easily, some acknowledge it but express it in a mature way,
you might think of it as a pressure tank that keeps filling up: the machinery that it connects to works best if the valve is opened slowly but regularly. if the valve is never opened it can rupture the machinery – so it might "break down" or "explode"
people who never express anger are the group most likely to be depressive or psychotic, they can often be unsociable – preferring "their own company", have breakdowns, schizophrenia or suffer frequently from stress, be obsessive compulsive, develop certain kinds of vague illnesses which result in low energy or be more than usually vulnerable to bugs, viruses etc
maybe you're just one of the lucky ones but when you see injustice I think it's a little sad that you get sad not angry
maybe you equate anger with aggression or violence
in my view it's healthy to angry sometimes it's how you handle it that counts