Hi all,
Ive been lurking around this forum for some time, finally posting because Im really getting depressed.
First off, weed didnt ruin my life or make me unsuccessful; I have a good job and even a good personal life. But I finally started attributing some health effects to the weed, and that is my primary reason for stopping. Symptoms were groggyness, poor sleep, muscle ache, low libido (ED), facial pressure/headache, and complete insomnia if I stopped smoking more than one day (withdrawal).
Smoking history...Smoked 4-5 days a week, a small bowl per session for 2 years. Then, for the next 2 years I smoked a lot of bud (every day), and the two years following that I smoked a lot of concentrates and bud (6 yrs total). Im pretty sure the concentrates are what have f***ed me up so bad, because when I used to only smoke bud I never observed terrible withdrawal like I do now.
So I stopped smoking last July, the first couple weeks were hell (headache, insomnia, buzzing in the head, muscle ache, low libido/ED...) but after a month, thinking the symptoms were finally mild, I smoked again for 5 days. Big mistake, it made the withdrawal symptoms feel like it was week one again.
So I stopped for a longer time, things seemed to be pretty good after 90 days but Im not really positive how good since I was away from home and traveling a lot. When I got back, after ~100 days clean, I smoked (concentrates) for 8-10 nights.
Symptoms came back again, like the clock reset back to 0.
Now here I am, 80 days later. Things had been getting better for the first 75 days: Headache slowly decreasing over time, joints ache less and less, and about half the time I can get at least 7 hours sleep. My libido seemed to have picked up as well, but everything is good some days and bad other days; with a general trend towards getting better.
But on day 78, things took a turn for the worse. Headache came back and it feels like month 1 or 2 again; libido has decreased again and I have no sex dirve; havent been able to sleep well, facial pressure, depression, joints ache, and had tinitus for 3 days... Perhaps the most frustrating thing is the low libido/ED. Like everything it changes from day to day; and some days I feel good others no drive at all.
Can it really be that this problem is getting worse after 3 months?? Does this sound right to you?
Really just looking for reassurance I think. I dont want to go to the doctor because they know noghing about weed withdrawal and will just give me some script to "fix" things and thats not what I want.
Thanks for reading