Hi everyone, I'm new here. I want help because i'm wasting my whole life, doing anything to solve but i cant.
When young, i was raised to think morally right and to accept anything in front of me. A pretty mediocre life.
After, i grew up and people/family pushed me to be successful so i found on internet a way to succeed. It was a change of beliefs where you do affirmations so your mind will reconstruct to be more capable. I did it.
Now, It's really hard go outside because people on street look different at me and tend to walk away, spit to the ground, etc.
I cant go to mall/grocery without feeling uncomfortable, imagine getting a job. Still living with parents/brothers, when i dont want to go to a place because it's hard they go for me instead. Even when i'm on home, still feel i make everyone around uncomfortable.
If you can help, you are saving a life. Im 24.