Hello. All this situation that I'm in, make me feel like I'm lost.
I have a boyfriend now, we are together for about half an year, and I known him for like six years before we started this relationship. So we have a lot of friends in common.
And yesterday he was at my home alone, because I was studying. And later that day, I found photos of my diary cover in his phone. He said that he didn't read it and said he doesn't know himself why he did those photos. We had a huge conflict because of that, I was just angry and didn't understand what and why he did it. It just seems weird, that he just took those photos, because he had a chance to just read it, he was alone in my house for a long time, no one stopped him from that. So those photos just doesn't make sense to me. And neither to him, as he says.
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Before I started to date my boyfriend, my friend(she is friends with him too) told me to be aware that he has a lot of mental problems, like depression, and she mentioned that he was diagnosed with Schizophrenia. But that didn't change anything for me, so I just started to date him anyway. ( I trust my friend and I know she didn't lie and she just wanted to help me)
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I told this situation that happened yesterday about my diary to my friend. She thinks it may happened because his mental illness is affecting him again. Throughout all the time we dated he told me a lot of things about his mental health, but he never mentioned Schizophrenia. I tried to get to it, I was hoping he would say it to me, but he never did.
It's sounds like a mess, but I hope its understandable.
And I don't know what to do in this situation, because I just don't understand what is happening with my life right now.