Yesterday I had a walk in the city centre and it was very crowded. I walked for hours and I saw thousands of people and I didn't know anyone of them and I thought "all these people have never heard about that rumour, so the percentage of people who knows it is very small, compared to the whole city". So I started feeling better.
You know what? I've lived 7 years peacefully without caring about this story, if now I'm thinking about it again is because a very nice friendship was going to start between me and a woman I've recently met. We have the same interests, the same way of seeing many things, etc. After we discovered that we both know a dude (one of those who spread the rumour in the past), she doesn't answer my messages anymore and the only time I was able to see her in the place where we met, she turned to the other side as soon as she saw me. This makes me feel very sad and disappointed because I thought that I've already left that story in the past, but it seems that it's haunting me! I can't even say to some people that we have some acquaintance in common that's why at first I was saying all those things like "all the city knows that story" or "it will go on forever" because after so many years people still talk about it when they talk about me