Please give me hope, weed paws sucks

Hi,
I've been following your post since the beginning and I kind of want to ask you, what do you expect from this forum? Every post from you is basically the same and apparently you don't want to hear the sane advice the nice people here have given you.
But let me just tell you: Everybody is different! You want to know when this will stop but nobody can tell you. Also sitting around and just waiting for things to change ist just making it worse and dragging it out. I've made that experience. I also desperatly wanted to know exactly when things will be better, believe me. And people will tell your their timelines just so that you will be frustrated when you reach that milestone and things haven't changed. Change the mindset and expectation. Just know, it might take 2 years maybe even more.
But in the meantime: exercise, meditation, healthy diet and maybe supplements. Don't overextend yourself but try to challenge yourself every day a bit more.