Hello, I've posted a few times in this forum with great reassurance and for only being 3 and a half months clean I can say right now I'm feeling much better already. However I had a question and wondered if anyone can relate;
Has anyone needed reality checks while they were abstaining from weed? I know a lot of people feel like they're going crazy (which I can relate) but does anyone have any sort of delusions like they feel that reality isn't quite right or doesn't feel real? Almost like you're detached and nothing really makes sense? Almost like it's a video game sometimes? I know I suffered from some dp/Dr and I know it's not true but my brain believes it sometimes .
Also, I've felt guilty over having thoughts of not being able to live anymore back when it was really bad and the thoughts sort of haunt me in a way, I guess I'm just extra paranoid about having feelings like this again or ever in the future because I've never had those thoughts or been depressed before and thought that, I'm a very bright ambitious person who loved life and I hope to fully return to that once I'm through with withdrawal.
I would love to hear some feedback with any similarities from anyone as these are the only two things that really bother me so far.