I read the topic regarding people having a panic attack just as they're falling asleep, but nobody seems to have it as extreme as I'm experiencing.
Just as I'm about to nod off "SLAM" my eyes are open, my body is paralyzed, my breathing has stopped, inside my head is whirling and I feel as if everything inside my body is being forced to the bed. Like extreme centrifical force.
I've never used ecstasy although I did take acid over 25 years ago.
I smoke a lot and drink every day. In fact I have to drink alcohol to go to sleep by blacking out. I'm so afraid to try to rest without drinking.
Anyone have a clue or advice?