Time for the quick update.
Its really gets better with time. I would say I am like at my 40 - 50% after six months.
DR is really strong. I still feel like I am in some video game all the time... there are some brief moments of clarity when things look so damn beautiful (nature for example) .. but this happens very very rarely.
Depression & negative thoughts come in waves. For now, there are like 7 good days and 7 bad days... the difference from the beginning of my weed free journey is enormous.
I can also feel emotions on some days. I may sound strange but I am even happy when I feel sadness... I was like a stone for the past 6 months.
The most important thing for me is exercise. I really became addicted to the gym - but in a good way
Looking back at the beginning of the journey I thought it will only take six months to recover... now I think it will take more than a year or more to fully heal.