LOK797 wrote: I just want to live my life as who I was born as, not someone else.
Then stop going with what you “feel” and instead go with what you can actually can observe.
What you “feel” doesn’t make a person who they are. Some days I feel like a clown, other days I feel like I could fly. But the observable facts are that I don’t work in a circus and I don’t have wings. Based on observable facts, I’m a man that uses a computer to work for a living. From moment to moment I feel plenty of different things, but it doesn’t change the fact I’m a man in Colombia, about to go eat breakfast. I actually don’t feel like eating breakfast, but that feeling doesn’t change the actual fact, here comes some eggs and coffee.