by ConfuzzledGinger » Tue Mar 22, 2016 2:57 am
I create stories with my friends, and I find I get really agitated when they create a relationship between their characters, and I really have no right to be upset because it's their characters and they don't have to ask me for my opinion. I also feel left out or lonely when they make these relationships, leaving me and my character in the shadows without meaning to. I let these things bother me silently until it builds and I end up crying over it, and then I get mad at myself for feeling angry and lonely and it turns into a constant state of sadness. I don't want to tell my friends about it because I don't want them to worry about me getting upset or jealous all of the time. I told one of them about it a little bit but she didn't get the severity that I feel these emotions and sort of blew it off without meaning to. I don't want to bring it back up and seem redundant or annoying, so I've gone back to keeping it bottled up and hoping it'll go away. I would like a way to help me deal with these feelings, if someone could help me.