Hi all, going through some heavy depression still and feeling a lot of fear and hopelessness.
Im currently 13 months clean from Cannabis and Alcohol (wasn't a big drinker)
I still smoke about 10 rollups a day and is my only crutch but trying to quit that too but feel i need to be in a better, stronger place to do that.
Im now starting to wonder if 20 years of Cannabis use has really done a number on me and fearing i may actually never get better.
The depression gets so heavy sometimes i can't stop feeling the suicidal way out of this mess.
I really need to hear from those who have recovered from Cannabis PAWS and that I can recover too as im losing hope and strength.
Im even on a high strength antidepressant which use to work amazing but don't seem to do much now which is scary as they're brutal to come off too.
I know i have to be strong but this is so hard some days and struggle to see light at the end of the tunnel if there is any at all.
To everyone going through Cannabis paws i feel for you and wish you success in getting happy and healthy again.