Short story; Smoked joints for 3 years, did concentrated thc vapes for the last 3 months, had a massive panic attack and quit cold turkey. Been battling with PAWS for 9 months.
During the first 2 months my heart rate was crazy high and had constant panic attacks all day. After month 3, my pulse went down and gradually went into bradycardia range. I was weak and dizzy for months. Cardiologist ruled out any issues with my heart and attributed the bradycardia to the withdrawal process and said it should be temporary. It kept getting worse until I was in the 40’s bpm range all day, weak and dizzy.
Around month 7.5 it started lifting up and by the end of month 8 it was back into the normal range (50-60 resting rate, and 60-80 range with normal activity).
This last week at month 9 during one night, something clicked, not sure how to describe it, but I started feeling my heart beating much faster and pounding with nausea and clammy hands. I saw it was in the 80s range while I was just sitting in bed and I panicked and had a massive anxiety attack that spiked my HR to 120-140bpm. I haven’t had a panic attack with a heart rate that high since those first 2 months. I ended up in the ER again, and had EKG, troponin and a bunch of other tests, and everything checked out OK. Since then my HR is constantly in the 70-90’s range, I’ve had 3 massive panic attacks (which had subsided some months ago), and I have lots of involuntary jerks, muscle twitching and tingling everywhere (which had also subsided months ago). I have no idea what my HR range was before abusing weed, so I don’t know if maybe it’s returning back to normal but I’m just too aware of it and panicking. I’ve had lots of old symptoms come back this month. Seems like a bad wave but different which makes me more anxious.
My doctor gave me a prescription for something called Buspirone that should help with anxiety. He said it’s not addictive and doesn’t cause withdrawal. I’m too scared to take it. If anyone has any experience with it, please share. I’ve been doing my best to beat this without any drugs, with the exception of an occasional Ativan during the first months. I don’t want to start taking some drug that may screw with the process I’ve made so far, but the constant racing heart is really messing me up, I can’t sleep at all.