WhatIs_87 wrote:Would that change your response?
Ever heard of answer shopping?
It is like when a person doesn’t hear the answer they want so they reformulate or ask another person hoping to get the predetermined answer they want.
Sales people do this all the time except for a different purpose.
You want someone to say it is a good idea for you to have a conversation with this neighbor 6 years after the insult.
It isn’t.
I do not care how you slice it or what other person you ask or how you reformulate...it is a bad idea. There is no putting lipstick on the pig here.
Another way to look at this situation is that you are playing chess and only looking at a single move. You are not looking at other possible outcomes or multiple moves into the future. It is all about the one move that you desperately want to make, that you keep mulling over in your head over and over and over.
No. This fantasy that you will find some sort of relief or redemption by bringing up a slight from six years ago is exactly that. It is a fantasy you have created in your head that does not take into account the reality. It doesn’t take into account the counterfactuals, the more likely scenarios that will play out.
In your head the conversation is pleasant and you get it off your chest. This man feels however he feels, but ideally he feels some sort of empathy or realizes how this slight must have hurt for you to carry it for so long. In your fantasy it is a sort of moment of peace, of redemption, of forgiveness, of acceptance and the world moves forward a better place.
Reality is that the best case scenario is he placates you to your face. He is a bit dumfounded, but in a polite way he allows you to air your feelings. He then goes and literally feels sorry for you for being such a weak, spineless person and he tells his wife, his coworkers, and other neighbors how after six years you carried this guilt over a slight.
After all...you have firm evidence he is a bully. Even a person that is not a bully will have a hard time not being amazed at how incredibly thin skinned you are to be caring around a non issue for six years! It will be a story to tell for sure. It will be one of those things that you just can’t keep to yourself.
Your short lived relief will turn sour as you watch the whispers. People will say in hush voices, “Yep, that’s him...yep, six years....can you believe six years...crazy right?”
Just shut your mouth. Let it go. Move on with life.
Whatever repair work you need to do you need to do with confidentiality of some sort. Do it with your therapist or a priest. Do with a confidant. DO NOT involve your neighbor. As I said in my first response. It is not your neighbors problem. It is 100% YOUR problem, so for #$%^ sake leave your neighbor alone. Stop dragging your neighbor into your personal issues.
Nothing you say will “change options” that include involving your neighbor. Stop answer shopping. Get to work.