I am 19 years old, and I have been feeling these sentimental emotions. I feel that I am a little older than I feel. I realize that I am not a kid anymore. I feel like my childhood went by way too fast, and I am just in a territory I am not familiar in a little too early. My actions can no longer be excused as those of a kid. I am a young man. And in several short years, I will be at an age where many people already have kids of their own. I see these 13 year old kids, and I realize that we are on different developmental stages. A 13 year old is no longer someone "my age." I feel that these worries can be divided into 2 categories.
Category 1) First of all, I worry that I "missed out" on some things. There are many reasons why. I was a homeschooled kid, I had very severe anxiety, I did not care about how I looked, I did not interact outside of my family etc.
Category 2) These worries make me feel like I am already, sort of too old. I feel like I am in a territory that I am not ready for. I do not feel ready to be a man. I do not know if I have already "come of age." I also feel like, it is way too early for me to be experiencing these emotions. I always remember watching older people. And when I was 12, virtually anyone felt a"bit older." Now that I am 19, it feels like I can no longer feel that excitement of "adulthood still ahead."
Are these sort of sentimental feelings common? Is 19 too young? Am I too young to be feeling these emotions?
Thank you all