anxiety

desperate788 wrote:If I could be sure not doing those works won't cause legal trouble my situation would be much better there are conflicting reports about what happens to people who don't do time sensitive works. You say why don't I choose heaven and do the prequiste resigning that's the problem I can't do anything to improve my situation I can't do even phone calls my mind is f....ed

But you could get yourself home and go to bed and stay there.

It will be heaven!

Indee

desperate788 wrote: I have a problem subconscious

Ya got a minute?

GaryVee


Play it LOUD. Play it OFTEN.

I have just listened it. That's my point I became so pathetic because of my father and sister.

Candid wrote:It will be heaven!

Day and heaven is about to end morning to work again

desperate788 wrote:I have just listened it. That's my point I became so pathetic because of my father and sister.

Listen better.

What did he say after that?

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I'm here to f...ING take it out..cool.

I'm positive now am I not? But tomorrow I have to go to work.

Desperate, You could stay at home and sleep when you want. Its called working from home, like I do. As long as you get your work done, if you want a nap, go take one, if you worked enough to where you can sleep til noon the next day, you can, but you have to put in the effort to make that happen. It was not easy for me to make it to where my work is like this, I had to work many of jobs, each time customizing it more and more to what fits "me".

That started with a resume and indeed.com or walking into places and just asking.

There is a post on here that is blank, a huge box with no writing so not sure if my computer is messing up but pls answer these for me as I didnt catch some of this.

1) Did you create your resume?
2) Did you look at any jobs on indeed?
3) Did you grab a small bite to eat yesterday, somewhere other than your home?

eek no response, ok.....I gotta say Candid and Quiet do have a point. I mean there are reports out there of people with no hands typing with their toes, some even with machines. A family friend is a quad and lives in a motor chair and owns his own construction company and rigged his van to where he drives up the ramp in the char, into were the drivers seat should be and uses hand controls to drive. He can move his arms but not like you and I per say.

So while you may feel mentally paralyzed, you do come on here, which is a action. And while some of your posts make no sense when one reads them, the main point I see is you really hate your job.

SOOO back to my last reply, I would like to know if you made any progress in step 1 of thinking about the possibility to leave that job, i.e indeed, resume, etc.

And if you did your soul some good and just went and sat by the water...??

I haven't done anything you told me to do I just want to sleep with no action I will leave work early today to do that

CandyApples wrote:the main point I see is you really hate your job.

Yes indeed. Desperate started this job in April 09 and hated it from day one. He was more lucid then, and engaged more constructively with other forum members. Had some unusual problems, though. viewtopic.php?p=510381

And if you did your soul some good and just went and sat by the water...??

Nice one!

How about it, desperate? Go to that gorgeous beach you posted pictures of when you were on holiday in Istanbul. Just because you live there now doesn't mean you can't play tourist.

Good morning candid. It was nice to remember memories. Those training days indeed I was writing better then my mind stuck at idiocy in some point at this journey. Its still so. What beach you mean passing bosphorus by ship. I want to do that for a long time may do today.

Old days and melancholia I had other problems than working anxiety then don't know which is worse. 11 years and look at the point I'm at now still super depressed with monster anxiety