I am female, 21, 5'1 and 7.6stone
I have zero self esteem and I am very unhappy with my weight and appearance. I feel like I am always on a battle to loose weight and weigh myself frequently but I'm never happy with what I see on the scales. I really struggle to put on or loose a great deal of weight. I skip meals and can happily go a few days without eating anything. I could honestly live off of tea alone!
I'm also worried I'm bi-polar because my mood swings are crazy and half the time I have no idea what the trigger for them is. I am always tired and have had a none stop headache for almost a month now. My periods have stopped but I'm not sure if that's down to my inconsistent eating or my contraceptive pill..although I did used to have them normally while on the same one.
I see eating disorders as people who starve themselves quite literally to death or throw up after every meal. But I know that my eating habits are anything but normal...now I'm worried that maybe with the other symptoms...this is actually some sort of eating disorder? Help..? X