good day to you everyone and hope all of you are doing fine,
I'm a loner who has great imagination and also I do have keen interest in creative and intellectual matters like music, religion and politics.
I'm in my late 20s and for half of my age I have been imagining myself as the greatest composer who has ever lived. I imagine my self composing and conducting classical music, and playing violin and piano in a breathtaking god like way.
my imaginary self is getting me away from reality, bit by bit this imaginary self is detaching me away from my family and my friends and every day I feel that I don't belong to the reality I belong in.
I got two question for you:
1- how do you refer to my condition? I mean do you a name or a term that describe what I'm through?
2- what are the first steps I need to do to start "getting real"?
luv u