I recently found out that my boyfriend was planning to see a escort. Before I confrotned him about it, I believed he went through with it. Though, it never made sense as we are so happy in our relationship and I give him everything I have plus he doesnt seem like the type to do it. I was shocked but knew deep down there had to be another explanation. He admitted to me that he was in fact planning to do it, he booked the appointment and had the cash ready but on the way driving there he felt guilty and sick so turned around. He said because he didnt do it he thought he wouldn't tell me and just forget it ever happened. When he told me this, in a way I was relieved because what I initially believed he did wasn't true and I moved on straight away. But it's been a few days now and I started thinking about it, I feel hurt that he even thought of doing it and was SO close to doing it.
I know it was hard for him to admit to me so I dont want to keep bringing it up, but I want to show him that what he did still hurts because on his end it looks like everything is fine as I was relieved when he told me as I was expecting him to admit the absolute worst but now I've had a chance to think about it I actually do feel really hurt and I'm struggling because I dont even know if it's worth bringing up/feeling hurt over.