DanielChung8 wrote:Hello everyone! I'm 23 year's old(male) and I've been suicidal 6 years now.
Google wrote:su·i·cid·al ..... /ˌso͞oəˈsīdl/
adjective
- deeply unhappy or depressed and likely to commit suicide.
- relating to or likely to lead to suicide.
Something tells me that you're being
melodramatic.
DanielChung8 wrote:As you already know, I wasn't a citizen to begin with but at lease have the decency to get your child a green card from the beginning. If I had a child then I would do everything to get him/her one so that the child wouldn't have to suffer.
Did your parents apply for
U.S. lawful permanent residence for themselves?
DanielChung8 wrote:It's so sad to begin with and especially seeing them lose or having to depend on to other family menbers as well?
It's tragic but as sad to say but they had failed as parents from my perspective.
Every person is doing the best that they know how to do at each moment, though one may subsequently "live and learn" a different way of thinking and acting for use in similar future circumstances.
DanielChung8 wrote:Suffice to state that every country has a con but at least they don't have the air pollution crisis like Korea for years.
I miss the U.S and especially the clean air that I can breathe in.
Ah, clean air is a great reason to get yourself into another environment. What are you doing for yourself to move into cleaner air?
DanielChung8 wrote:It's bad enough that I have to go serve in the military since it is mandatory but if you're going to force your citizens to go then at least make their incomes higher.
Lol, the income is a joke but I've already accepted that I have to go.
Ugh. Authority is a dangerous superstition from which this world needs to awaken . . .
200-page pdfDanielChung8 wrote:Smfh, I know I'm getting off tangent here so you'll have to excuse me for that but if my life doesn't change and is stagnant then I have no choice but to end it.
What is the point of living if your life doesn't improve because it's stagnant, right?
Noone likes being stagnant at all.
Yeah, I don't think you want to leave. You simply want a change in direction. What ideas can you come up with that would move you in a different direction? Take one of those ideas and go with it, until you get the idea that you want to follow a different idea. Make them ideas that help you feel really, really GOOD . . . Find a vision for yourself . . . Listen to uplifting audios or videos—of which there are almost literally a countless number of them freely available on this Internet through which you and I are connecting.
DanielChung8 wrote:My parent's failed and I can't help but to think that when my father gives advice, its simple and cliche to the point that either he really thinks I'm that naive or just stupid/feeble minded from the beginning.
Every person is doing the best that they know how to do at each moment. When your father gives such advice, do you follow up with some discussion?