Guys I’m sorry in advance for my English it isn’t my mother language.
I’m 26 years old been smoking for 10 years straight mostly bongs lately joints I quit 52 days ago and I wanted to share my symptoms and hear some advice from you since I feel at the lowest point in my life it’s very important to mention that I started smoking out of curiosity and never as a runaway when I was sad or angry I always skipped smoking most of the years I was smoking 24/7 last two years it became night only
I started suffering from hand tremors which ruins my self confidence I barely sleep at night there’s nights I can’t sleep at all and the longest I could sleep since I quit is 4 hours my anxiety goes up and down and my mood also I suffer from heart papilations and became very needy which is the exact opposite of me
Last days I can’t sleep at all and last night I got to a point im so depressed that I sat and wrote suicide letter and planned how to execute it I feel so ashamed of it but this is the truth
Im running a business with my family so I can’t show any weaknesses especially because my family is very criticizing people I don’t know how long I’ll be able to take it anymore
Luckily I feel no cravings at all I have a deep understanding of how cannabis effected my life
Im very known person in my town so I can’t just go to therapist and get help and I don’t believe any of them have any helpful experience with cannabis withdrawal
How long will it take to get over this thing?
Im exhausted
I tried magnesium for my tremors but it doesn’t seem to help and I can’t live with it please tell me there’s some way to fix it