Hi all!
Ok so this is a topic I have spent hours and hours trying to look up online but either my search criteria sucked or there's not much definitive out there about this. And I realize that hypnotists themselves probably disagree so, I'm trying to be patient haha. But, hopefully one of you kind folks can help me! Because I'm 3 days in to a program for ultra depth/somnambulism and I want to make sure I know what I'm looking for (and, if i'm already there, that I don't accidentally miss it!)
How do I/will I tell the difference between entering/being in the somnambulism/ultra deep state versus just falling or starting to fall asleep?
I have heard somnambulism described as 'blacking out'. That is, you don't really remember what was/is occuring at the time and then after a while you wake up when you're told to wake up. And you thus can conclude "oh wow I was in really deep!" That would be great if that is the case! Although I haven't had that happen quite that way, and I've only been practicing for 3 days so, I guess I might just have to be patient!
BUT, and here's my confusion: I DO have moments where my brain wanders and imagery comes to mind before my attention is suddenly brought back to the voice of the hypnotist. During those moments (which I've termed Thought Deviation in my journal), I have no memory of what the hypnotist was saying, what the instructions are/were, and whether they were successful. My mind drifts outside my control and my consciousness seems to grow fuzzy and kind of disappear. Honestly, it's a lot like when I'm falling asleep. Except obviously I DONT fall fully asleep, because after a short time (few seconds, few minutes), my mind will suddenly 'awaken' at a key word or when the hypnotist starts the next deepener.
I should note that the deepening method is following the Larry Elman method more or less (that's the name right?). And that the goal is to listen to this deepener (which also includes isochronic beats, take it or leave it) for 1-2 weeks with the goal of training your brain to go into somnambulism/ultra depth. And the instructions are to switch over to a different track once I start having 'blackouts' (again, because they are theoretically the indicator that I've gone into somnambulism).
So, PLEASE HELP! lol. I'm really excited for this process and I can be really patient when I want to, but I have to make sure I know what the 'goal' I'm looking for is. I don't mind this taking more than 2 weeks, or even 2 months, as long as I have a way to realize when I've gone into somnambulism successfully.
So. Are those 'Thought Deviation' moments somnambulism? Is it just me starting to fall asleep?
If it's the former...why are they so short/shallow that I get my attention back to the hypnotist right after?
If it's the latter, what can I do to keep from falling asleep?