Hi
I am an average mom with an infant and a toddler. I am preparing for interview, but can't seem to focus as I keep thinking about my kids, my house, tons of jobs to do here at home and in the 8 hours that I am left with (while the kids are in daycare), I can never get to the point where I can actually do some good study or even prepare for interview. I am too tired at night to even stand up and study. I wake up 3-4 times in the night, to take care of the little one and feed him.
I only have 7 days left to study and have absolutely no way of getting it right.
I panic and go back to bed. While in bed I do nothing but cry. I know I am angry at myself but have no way to get my mind right.
What is happening to me. Why can't I study for even an hour?
Its getting horrible.