pljames wrote:If I ask God to forgive me he knows I cannot forgive mysel, so I am still sinning. I am totally aware of anger. "That I do not want to do, I do, that I do want to do, I do not" Saint Paul. These words haunt me because I know they are true. I have sinned and passed that sin down to my grandson, that deeply hurts me. I saw it in his eyes. He looked up to me and I let him down. Sin is a horrible thing and I hate it. The word hate is a sin as well. Tho I can learn from it. I will put it in Gods hands. Cain said, "my sin is more than I can bare" Paul