I was just wondering, why was it that I probably felt sharper and more motivated during the first week than I do now on week 9?
That first week, my vocabulary exploded and especially my ability to socialise. My memory also became crystal clear as did my thoughts in general.
However now at week 9, I struggle to hold a conversation with people, I am unable to focus when I read (or need to re-read the same paragraph over), and in general feel really lethargic and tired (though no longer depressed).
I am taking a number of traditional chinese medicine and ayurvedic herbal remedies. Milk thistle to detox the liver too. I am vegetarian so I get at least 7+ servings of fruit and veg daily (including spinach, broccoli and tomatoes daily) and have also started taking organic Spirulina as often as possible.
I don't indulge in caffeine, alcohol, pharmaceuticals or even sugar.
I train daily with both soft styles (tai chi etc) and hard styles (body weight exercises). Although I am still really underweight with a bmi of 16.5-17.
Where am I going wrong?
On a side note, I used to use the volcano. I reasoned thus:
If marijuana is like 10% thc (for eg) and a spliff (combusting the mj) is only like 50% effective, then the smoker get 5% thc per toke/spliff. However, if a Volcano is really 95% thc, then it's the equivalent of 19 spliffs per session (assuming equal amount of weed vaped as goes in a spliff)!
So have I really messed myself up by using my volcano excessively daily for 2 years (and another vaporizer for 8months prior to that) when I am an emaciated individual?