I'm really tired

i deleted the chat, otherwise o could let you see that mine was just a naive invite (even if it wouldn't be in english) I won't talk about that saying "seconds" instead of a while was the problem. O_O

But it's not about that. That was the last drop, she became cold since a week before. Deleting a date in the last moment, having every time an excuse to do not hang out with me.

And i was thinking that it was nothing, or maybe i wasn't explain well that i was serious with her. When the truth was another one.

But well, what to say? If i say A you'll answer that i was a "stalker".
If i say B, then i was a disgusting dude who thinks only about sex.

Okay... While out there i saw real people, violent, rude but good looking, having almost all the girls they wanted.

But yeah, let's keep kidding ourself. I just asked a way to go out of depression

Guess what? wrote:That was the last drop, she became cold since a week before. Deleting a date in the last moment, having every time an excuse to do not hang out with me.

No one needs an excuse not to hang out with anyone whose company they don't enjoy.

And i was thinking that it was nothing, or maybe i wasn't explain well that i was serious with her. When the truth was another one.

Yeah, it sounds like the news that you were serious with her wasn't what she wanted at that point.

While out there i saw real people, violent, rude but good looking, having almost all the girls they wanted.

Were they the kind of girls you would have wanted? Or is it a case of "anyone will do"?

I just asked a way to go out of depression

Some people find relief in prescribed medicines.

I already take medicine

It's your life GW. Ultimately I don't care and most other people don't. It's your responsibility. Complain and cry all you want. Very few people will provide you with help. The world doesn't owe you anything.

Have fun.

and where is this come from?

A banned member.

It seems like you are on the verge of giving up. Never the right approach in my experience

Can you explain "trance state" further? Im not trying to put you on the spot Im just curious