Hi All,
I stopped smoking after 5 years of almost daily use at first as a sleep aid and then it became habit forming as i was feeling so good from smoking. Decided to quit as i thought that stoner lifestyle was affecting my work and family.
First 2 months after stopping i was able to get about 2-4 hrs sleep per night (with Vivid dreams). Then at the start of 3rd month after stopping, i think due to some stress at work(i own a busines) my insomnia got worse, i went 5 days straight with zero sleep and i developed full blown panic and anxiety attack.
I went to see a pshyciathris and he immediately put me on 2mg of klonopin and 15 mg of mirtazapine which helped me to sleep 6-7 hours per night but always wake up at least once per night around 1-2 am put i could go back to sleep. But the side effects are no so well tolerated especially constipation which i am really suffering from,. So I tried to stop taking the med on my own as I feel fine after 30+ days on medication but everytime i stopped insomnia came back (zero sleep) and also severe anxiety (tightness in my chest) so i am back on meds again.
I feel so depressed now as i was trying to get off weed but now i am stuck on benzo and antidepressant instead.
Really feeling hopeless how i can overcome this ordeal, I quit on 23/March 2019 and it is 4 months since i quit and i really hope someone with similar experience can guide me out of this ordeal, any advice will be greatly appreciated. Forgot to mention i am 42 years old male asia. Thanks guys