A different view of the same problem..

You write well enough on here...

JuliusFawcett wrote:You write well enough on here...

There are several reasons for that, the first is that I am not under pressure and it's harder to write things when I am nervous. And I am trying to write in a way that is as detached and objective as possible - not what an English teacher wants, instead he wants everything to be deep and poetic and meaningful, which also means it is emotional and personal and therefore it is an invasive procedure to extract that from my brain (I've tried writing objectively before and he didn't like it so if he doesn't like my writing then he's not going to get any, objective or otherwise and I'd rather not write anything at all than write something which I know is going to make me cry later anyway when I develop an emotional connection to it in some way even though it's objective and detached as I can make it). And also I try to push away the emotion while I am writing on here which results in crying afterwards when I re-read my posts, or sometimes crying while I write them, or while I read your posts, or sometimes even when I read the title of the thread, or just at some random time when I am thinking about what I wrote on here, so now my mom is asking why I am crying for no apparent reason.

I don't know what to say boggler, I think you are a really nice guy and I think you can be a wonderful scientist, I hope you find a way to get through your english exams

Thanks but I'm a girl.. I guess I never mentioned that earlier. But thanks anyway Julius .

Please forgive me boggler, I think your a really nice lady and I think you can be a wonderful scientist. I am sure you can find a way. If you can dream it, and believe it, you can make it.

Peace, love and harmony.

Forgiven, Julius.

I feel so happy right now because school is over and we just finished signing yearbooks and everybody wrote wonderful things in mine. I even got several people saying that I was going to save humanity and/or cure cancer. I guess I should start doing that right now, don't wanna disappoint anybody .

Peace, Love & Harmony.

Hi boggler, follow your heart, you are loved, you are safe.

"don't wanna disappoint anybody"

Just saw that in your last post. Is that a significant statement for you?