by ^_^ » Tue Jul 18, 2017 12:25 am
Two things I learned when I lost dear ones:
1) Only people who have actually lost someone know how to offer condolences.
2) Everybody mourns in his/her own way, yet most people expect you to mourn the same way as they do.
When I lost my father I didn't want to talk about with anyone either, so I can definitely relate to that. In my case it probably had something to do with the whole boys-don't cry attitude my father raised me with. I don't know, but obviously you might have your own reasons.
Anyway, who's to say which is the correct way of mourning? What a respectable time-table should look like, or which method best testifies off your love for her. In the end what's important is that you deal with these feelings in order to find a way to accept her death and continue to live a purposeful life. How? Whichever way you can.