My mother always treated me badly since I was a chil
Lately I'm getting really depressed
Maybe it's because of the quarantine, and having to stay at home idk
I changed course at the university so there are a few years to finish it
I am 24 years old .. I should have graduated, but I was not happy in the previous course
I can't suport this anymore.. My mother saying that I won't be anyone in life and that my younger sisters will have a job and a life faster than me .. And that I will be cleaning the house my whole life
My mom praises my younger sister, and she also always preferred her company over mine
She always says I'm annoyng, she doesn't like to go out with me and whenever she is close to me she wants to criticize me
What I can do I don't have the money to leave the house yet, but I can't take this situation anymore
Sometimes I think it would be better if I wasn't born and that there is no place for me or my own family