I think we all need to realize that there are people who dont want to simple function normally...I know i don't I know i am perfectly happy with my backwards thoughts!!!! I don't want to believe in God! I don't want to love myself for being lazy and incompetent I want to push myself! I want to be unconventional I want to know for a fact I am happy and not doing whats normal!!!! So what if its wrong to cut your self...Im not doing it because im sad Im not being stupid and cutting to get a dudes attention Im doing it because to be honest its freaking arousing!!! Im not going to accept what u phycologist say is normal I think I can take somehting and love it and be healthy and function and not have to be conventional! Hell I get alot done in one day! I work out! I get my work done!!! I get off knowing that I am a whole heck of a lot happier than the average chick my age becuase I am not looking for a concventional relationship.....I think phycologist need to stop bashing the fetishist life style I think phycologoists need to realize that not every one one wants to take meds....I don't take meds for depression Im not depressed I get depressed but I think u "normal" folks do to!!!! I think we all need to get some facts in our heads we are all going to die!!!1 The human fatility rate it 100% No one lives for ever but im nnot going to drug myself up! Im not going to repress any "dark" thoughts! I am a high functioning person!!! I make above average grades! I have writing awards! I dont have a daaddy and my mother is incompetant and I screw her boyfriend and take carte of her kids!!! I read carl jung!!! I read about religion! I was one of the best speech givers in my debate and i quite!!! you wanna know why? becuase i didn't think I was getting anything from it! I hike! I love my dogs! I'm not one of thiose girls who lose there sense of being in there boy friend! Im going to go to college! I may or may not have kids! I may or may not like it! but life is about growth and iof Im not growing im going to figure wheather or not its a problem with me!!!! If it is I try to fix it! If its not I move on!!! Im not stupid! Im not blind!!!! Some people dont deserve good things to happen to them!!!! the stupid need a wake up call! I have a face and I have my own thoughts! I know when something isn't right and Im not just about to sit here and watch as we tell people its ok to be stagnant and incompatant!!! I refuse to be that way and if i can help one person realize there potential I will!!!!! I wont pussy foot around i wont tell them to take this drug and think happy thoughts!!! I willlt ell them the truth this is an ugly world!!! YOU CAN ONE SAVE YOURSELF!!!
I am not always happy! I am not always sad!!! we are divine in the sense of our intelligence and our ability to feel like we do stop blinding your self stop being zombies see the truth!!!!!!!