Hello
Recently I'm suffering a lot from depression, I spend most of time sleeping without doing anything useful , I barely go to my german course , I don't study anything
I have a test next , Im really affraid of it , Im scared of the results, because if I failed it would be then very bad for me , I know that my chance to pass it is low because I couldn't pass the first exam so I need to take a very high mark in order to pass this one .
I always think about old things and I keep regretting for what I did in the past , I feel that I made huge mistakes which caused me a lot of problems now , what is worse is that I still make the same mistakes,
I feel that I have unsolvable problems and there will be nightmares in the future
I have been in Austria for about 2 years and I was supposed to enter the university this year but it seems that Its more difficult than I expected . There is a possibility that I can enter next year but its still not sure
I think I'm ugly because I have a lot of holes and acne scars on my face
I spend most of time a lone , I don't have real friends , even when I have a problem I can't find anyone to help me.
Im taking setraline 50mg now but I don't feel any difference