by abel mekasha » Thu Apr 20, 2017 3:22 pm
The past couple of days i have been dreaming abt the past set in the present. I use to really love a girl, and it took me 3 months to get over her. Well i told her, ... you know the answer. In that time i was like craaaazy. I didnt want her to be my gf, i want her just to sit next me or infront of me. This was past. After that 3 months i started to realize somethings. People cover their fears and that cover suffers the hell out of you, because it never works, in this time she confused me like hell. But i suddenly realised after something, i knew she dont care abt me, but i never knew i was her puppet. I mean one of her puppet. After i realise that, good bye!!!! That 2 years ago. Last week my friend told me that she told him that i was "a naggy person" i was like "what". Because i didnt even ask her more than once, i just let go, Then he told me he was joking. I saw a dream when she told me she thought i was naggy at the time. The next day, i was like pissed off, it felt like she said it to me, now i am getting crazier and crazier and crazier. I hated every girl i know, i think i am becoming aggresive to girls, i am afraid i would hit them, why is this happening to me?