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That is not how people steal identities.

They called for confirmation just a minute ago..did I make a wrong thing by registration my current data plan doesn't work at all

desperate788 wrote:They called for confirmation just a minute ago..

So obviously it was legitimate. It was not identity theft.

Yes it seems so

they were legitimate my internet arrived it is working a little problematic though may be related to endless avast set up it took ages anyways my current worry they gave me a paper to sign and ı signed but didnt look at what it contains suddenly came to my mind and created a worry they are official technic service and ı dont think they will give me a fake document but ı still worry

life is meaningless and boring..ı dont know why ım living for..also ı wıll go crazy from not working things

its all for roof on top and bread on table..is this life? Are we living for that?

desperate788 wrote:its all for roof on top and bread on table..is this life? Are we living for that?

We?

Maybe you are, but I’m not. Never, never, never forget that you don't, and never will represent what everyone else is living for. You are you. You are not "we". I am not "we" either. I have different reasons for living than you and I have different reasons than my neighbors, my friends, family, etc. YOU might be living for a roof and bread and that is life for you, but that is not what others are living for.

Want proof? Visit your local bookstore and grab a delicious cup of coffee. Watch the people. Look at all the different books they decide to read. Watch the children, the families, the young, the old. While you might be all sullen and want to only see life as a roof and bread, people in that store don't share your negative perspective. People in that store are learning, growing, and thriving as they embrace much more than roof and bread as being what life is about.

ı want my life to be beyond that thats the problem ım not satisfied with this life a feeling like emptiness ım an quite unfortunate case my youth passed by sleeping and my life is still same ı would like to travel read listen music doing art etc but an unfortunate case of depression and anxiety prevented me to do the things ı would like to do

ı cant even listen a song that suits my low mood such a terrible disease

desperate788 wrote:ı want my life to be beyond that thats the problem ım not satisfied with this life a feeling like emptiness ım an quite unfortunate case my youth passed by sleeping and my life is still same ı would like to travel read listen music doing art etc but an unfortunate case of depression and anxiety prevented me to do the things ı would like to do

some times even those things ı mentioned ı want to do becomes meaningles trying for years and not succeeding desensitise me

I'm worried that my intense posting would annoy people and subconsciously may alter their thoughts. It's desperate you know..

Latest worry at work..I couldn't enter my declaration of the training at ankara at portal wanted help from a technician he accessed my credentials from roommates computer my worry is if he hasn't normalised his computer mate could progress on my credentials may even delete my decleration should I call him Monday?

You should stop worrying so much, desperate. Tell yourself you've lived for 40 years on this planet and among these people, and if anything goes wrong you'll handle it, because you always have.

I don't think your workmates are out to cause you trouble. You need to make friends with them, be more relaxed about it all.